Trust

For someone who has struggled with trust issues for my entire life, the past six months have been somewhat trying. It is very hard for me to fathom lying to someone's face---repeatedly. I feel sometimes that I allow myself to be a doormat, but truly, truly I don't care. I just wish sometimes that I could be left alone to run around the desert.

When I get to do that, I feel a little more whole and a lot more sane....